我的心事

我再次想起你，我控制不了自己不去想 .

不懂为什么？

就是一直想起 .

我知道过去了，但我一点都不觉得是过去 .

（人）常常告诉我说（过去的事就让他过去！）

但我真的做不到 .

我也想不再想去，但真的不能 .

我一直都想起 .

是我太怕还是什么 ？

他曾经伤害过我，曾经骗过我 .

我怎么能不去想 .

我的心还不甘愿 .

还过不去 .

我该怎么去忘记 ？

该怎么去相信 ？

该怎么去再次用心的爱你 ？

一个从没骗过我的人，也骗了 .

从没被判过我的人，也背叛我了 .

曾经想去相信你，但做不到 .

是你让我变成现在这样的我，是你让我变了 .

变成这样的我是因为你让我失望过 .

很痛，痛 ~ ~

Boring ~

Boring .
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Very Boring .
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Late De .
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Dunno Want do What ?.
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Can't Sleep .
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Dunno Why ?.
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Very Tired But can't Sleep .
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Zzz .
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Go 九王大帝 Just Come Back .
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Very Boring .
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On9 olso Nothing .
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No People talk with Me .
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zzz
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im coming back ^^

Im Come Back .
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Miss My Blog . ^^
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发生了很多事
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他的事，她的事
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我自己的事
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有些东西我知道不能勉强
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我也没有勉强
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人~常常对我说过去的事把他忘记
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我不懂，做么我不能
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我常常想起以前
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一想起以前就和 dear 吵架
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我知道不值得
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但 dear 请你给我点时间
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把你以前做的一切忘记掉
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最近我让你烦了点，我知道
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但我希望你明白我
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我不想再想起，但我做不到
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我一直想
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你一没空，一去做工，一离开我
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我就乱想了
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你给我太怕了
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请你了解我

------回来了------

好久没写bloG了
因为电脑坏
没得开电脑
只是去CC打GAME 而已
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最近也没什么有空妈咪去THAILAND要帮妈咪顾店
妈咪去THAILAND还要DEAR 6pm 放工来顾我
zzz
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麻烦DEAR了
叫DEAR去OT DEAR也不要
偏偏要回来
zzz
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回来见面又吵架
不回来又想他
哈哈
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妈咪差不多要回来了
YEAH
很想我的宝贝妹妹
爸爸和妈咪
呵呵
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好开心DEAR天天多陪我
不开心的就是和DEAR吵架
吵架真么很不爽
我讨厌吵架
吵架会做到我发疯
做到我哭
做到我烦
做到我讨厌！！
AIZX
两三天没有和DEAR吵架了
过了两三天又吵架
比以前好很多了
以前更惨
呵呵
...
DEAR帮我做到我的电脑现在什么都有
美美去了
HAPPY
要什么就有什么
haha
以后DEAR就要帮我顾电脑了
不然我的电脑又要坏了
哈哈
不写了
有空我会常常写BLOG噢
掰掰

------help mummy wash car------

今天我很乖
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帮 mi 洗车
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洗完了
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回家冲凉
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------come back jorr------

好久没写blog了
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没有东西写的
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我要去学头发了
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美容 , 做指甲
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------trip------

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genting ... memory ~

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my dear buy flower 4 me ..

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cameron .h .. memory~

------empty------

明天我就要去 thailand 了
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很舍不得 lorr
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miss my dear ~
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miss my frenz ~
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2mr wanna go QB ~
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but dunno mummy want let me go or not ~
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last time with frenz go out le~
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dunno i will cry or not ~
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aiiz
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miss my frenz ~
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miss they all~
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i really really miss they all ~
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bye all my frenz
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muackz
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my new pic ~
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nice??

------happy------

今天陪 deaR 去看医生
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看 deaR 的伤
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好多人
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等 deaR 等到半死
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doctor 给 deaR 很多药吃
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aizz
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skip
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skip
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我最开心的是今天没和 deaR 吵架
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真的很开心
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deaR 今天对我很好
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deaR say 15/5 要带我去接发
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16/5 一起去拍照
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haha
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happy ~
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^^

------zzz------

Yesterday night we argue
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many thing happen
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aikx
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i hate my dear force me
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i very Disappointed
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i hate my dear treat me like this
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yesterday i very hate my dear
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he do many thing i dun like
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but i still love him
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dunno why sometime i need to Endure him
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i never endure ppl but now i must endure him
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i Endure...
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i Endure...
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i Endure...
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i very 辛苦
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very very 辛苦
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everyday argue with my dear
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very very 累
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累!!
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累!!
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2day morning my dear accident
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i very sad
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very unhappy
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morning my dear din't go work
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come find me
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with me 2gether
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zzz
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2mr i will upload my dear pic ...
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bye

------happy------

5/3 (4.00am) ~
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my dear come my house ask me wake up~
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we want go HAt YAI gai gai ~
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go 2 day 1 night~
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with dear slp 2gether~
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1 room with mum ~
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so happy ~
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with dear go gai gai~
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this is second time i take my dear go trip
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first time also is me take de
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dear say happy worr
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hehe
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me go anywhere dear always will follow
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like bubble gum
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haha
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nth write le
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bye bye

------can't slp------

2night so lonely~
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feel so sad~
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can't slp~
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dunno why?!
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2:00am liao~
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still cnt slp~
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zzz
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sien~
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no ppl pei me~
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nth can do me dun sien~
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no ppl talking with me~
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no ppl stay with me~
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no ppl play with me~
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sien~
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i very sien~
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aizX
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---end---

------i hate them------

i hate them~
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i hate ppl disturb my life~
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disturb my thing~
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my chat box close because the cibai po disturb~
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i hate ~
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i close chat box not because i scare~
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is because me do1 quarrel ~
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ok~
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fuck

------thailand------

see my dear with elephant so GAM~hehe
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at thailand with dear 吵架~
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dear angry~

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------happy------

ytd morning dear de mummy ask me go eat 2gether with her~
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dear de mummy wait me bath finish then go out eat~
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very pai seh lorr~
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dear de mummy always talking with me~
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ask me tis ask me that~
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dear mummy so good~
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we go QB eat hongkong kim gary~
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hehe
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so happy~
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but so pai seh~
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^^
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eat finish le we go walk walk~
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^^
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then go home jorr~
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4+ mummy want come back le~
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bi and dear go find mummy at airport~
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then we go eat again~
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go BEI HAI eat~
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^^
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hehe
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skip
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back home we slp jorr~
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morning dear kiss me then dear go bath jorr~
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dear come back find me again~
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dear kiss me again~
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dear say ltr dear 1pm+ like that come find me again~
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dear want go work 1st~
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dear kiss goodbye~
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then go work le~
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^^
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HEN SHE BU DE~

------tulan------

tulan nia~
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always write something at my chat box de~
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name olso din write~
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bo ta lorr~
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if you think you have guts ~write ur name larr~
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name olso dunno how 2 write arrh~
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stupid~
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want my bf arrh~
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aiya~ki kun larr~
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mai luan ka ho larr~a bo lu eh hao si arrh~
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鸟 larr ni~
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xi huan wo de BF~
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ni you shen me qualification~
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yao gen ren jia qiang BF na cai shi 鸟 larr~
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wo cai mei xiang ni jian arrh~
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wo zi siao mei gen ren jia qiang BF guo arrh~
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xiang ni jian arrh~
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cai shi 鸟 larr~
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1 wan duo siao??
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RM100 arh?
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aiyo~xiang ni jiang de qian mian mei you hou mian mei you ~
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gei ni RM50 ok le larr~
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aiyo~ke lian arh~
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gei ni duo 10sen larr
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hai gei wo peng you jiang shi 鸟~aiya~zzz~ke lian arh~

------new pic------

see~~sweet ma??
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haha
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-----ke lian ni lorr-----

2day very lazy go school~
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BECAUSE got activities~
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late end school~
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4:30pm finish~
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BUT olso need to go~
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BECAUSE mum and dad~
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every morning my dear carry me go school~
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at night gok with my dear 2gether dinner~
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2gether go shop~
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so song~
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haha
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GOT SOME BODY CNT LIKE ME!!!
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so pitiable lorr~
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aiiz
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今天上学本来很 happy de~
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sui arrh
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最 sui 就是看到>> cibai po <<
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还和>>cibai po<<同样课外活动~
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sui nia~
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看到>>cibai po<<都 TULAN
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做到我不爽
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kan kan kan !!
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kan lan larr~
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bu shuang jiu jiang larr~
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kan kan kan!!
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------1st day going school-----

2day 1st day go school~
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so sien~
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teacher always scold me de ~
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ask me this ask me thst~
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sui nia~
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2day at school so lonely~
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so good got 3 frenz with me play~
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a bo~ wa eh sien si arrh~
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end

-----back jorr-----

back jor~
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say back that day~
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8/4 dear going thailand find me~
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wait dear at airport till 1hour + like that~
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wait till want slp ki liao~
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dear so handsome~ ^^
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reach home jorr~
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inside care i promise dear i wanna cook noodle 4 dear~
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but reach home i lazy''''' ki ~
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let mummy cook~
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dear see tiok le dear angry~
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aiiz
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slp with dear everynite~
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haha~
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with dear at thailand so happy~
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we 2gether go see elephant~
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2gether go play water~
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2gether go see fish~
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din post PIC~
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BECAUSE memory card spoil~
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sui~
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take so many PIC at there~
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BUT dear de HP got problem so memory card spoil jorr~
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zzz
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so SUI~
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late jorr~
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lazy write~
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goodnite~

-----^^-----

so happy
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everyday can with dear 2gether
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very very very happy
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i hope.......................
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3day din go school liao lorr
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song lorr
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^^
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2mr friday le
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need go school liao lorr
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^^
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miss frenz
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^^
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---end---

-----2day-----

今天很不想上学

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排队时,突然肚子又痛了

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还要站着 40 分钟 ++

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肚子真的很痛

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差点晕了

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朋友问你有事吗

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i say nth...

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我蹲下

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pangawas叫我起来

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我肚子痛到要命了

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好生气

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我很想回家

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但我不敢打给 mi

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mi一定会骂的

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要打给 deaR

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又怕打扰到

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因为昨晚 deaR 睡不够

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因为我一直打扰 deaR

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跟 deaR 一起玩

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玩到三点多

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deaR才 *

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呵呵

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今天在学校

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下课过后,

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我就睡觉 till end skul

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朋友说我像 piG 一样

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haha

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see !!!

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sweet bo???

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haha

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but got some1 cnt like ME !!!

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haha

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bo lang ai

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April 10 or ++ like that

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i want go thailand with my mi liao

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i hope can go with my dear

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go my kampung there

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live wif my dear

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but dint comfirm yet

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haha

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---end---

----够了----

hiao de YOU!!!

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我不跟你们吵不是我怕你们

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是因为我不想浪费我的力气

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我的时间

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我的心情

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我不像你们这样那么有空

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吃饱没事做

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鸡婆人家的事

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像个八婆一样

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不要脸的死八婆

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原来你那么八婆的难怪 larr 没人要

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丢在垃圾桶傍边都没有人要 arh

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我也不会为了这些废物和我的 dear 吵架

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你别想要破坏

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你没这个资格

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听懂吗??!!废人!!!

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YOU ALL just now say me de ppl if YOU ALL still write me at chat box

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小心 arh...

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以后生不出 baby arh

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----- hiao po-----

hiao de 你真不要脸

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吸引我 dear arrh

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mayb 你的吸引力比我差 larr

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我不介意你喜欢我 dear

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但我介意如果我 dear 喜欢你

--- bu xiang ma ni le---

---lang fei shi jian---

----end----

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new blog

new life

i will change all

我不会再做错

我要控制自己

我要做得到

...

昨天 4 ++ 才睡

今天 11 ++ 睡醒了

一睡醒就 call dear liao

^^

昨天骗 dear le

和 dear 吵架

我明明听到 dear say 2pm will back

i wait lorr

wait till 2:15 dear still on9

2:30 dear still on9

3:00 dear still on9

bi msn dear , dear ko mai reply

dear play dota play ka 4get me ki liao

aiiz

dear reply bi say dear do1 go home de

play till morning

bi angry le

bi say dear do1 come back bi do1 slp=.=

4:++ dear go home de

that time i very angry

dear lie me

dear say 2pm but dear 4pm ka want back

dear reach home de dear call bi

ask me slp

bi say do1

haha

bi do dear do till dear angry le

haha

talk till 5++

dear 8++ want go work gok

so i guai guai go slp

let dear slp 3 hour

haha

sry ya dear

^^

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